I really, really hate it sometimes when the kids are in crowds (or areas where crowds traditionally are, such as today's nearly empty Chuck E Cheese's.)
It's crazy, so don't bother telling me what I already know. Just writing this is sending my chest into butterfly mode.
So to anyone who noticed my clenched jaw or wondered why I looked so insanely tense, or overheard the well-warranted scolding my actions brought from my wife, sorry.
All in all it was a very nice party. Really!
I totally understand, when the pressure gets to me....and I'm the only one that see the pressure, I too melt down....
ReplyDeleteMy whole family knows this and some feel I'm a little nuts, oh well, live goes on...
Many times I feel lim J. Stewart in "Its a wonderful life" Life would be better without me...
But then I see my grandkids, and like Mr. Stewart I realise what life is all about....
Merry Christmas,
Jeanne
Well holiday stress can do that...family can be a mixed bag...nice to see but a pain too! HA!
ReplyDeleteEnjoy listening to some holiday carols on my journal...that might help.